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What's the advantage of condemn?

Hey y'all. It's been awhile since I post something.. I've something to share...


Well, it's about teenage life... As for me, indeed, I'm a teenage as well... A teenage who love to learn something around her... These days, well, it's NOT actually "days", it's like a few minutes ago...
A friend of mine, well, I called her "Aecha"... She likes to update her status on FACEBOOK... Then, this girl, I called her "Nash"... Nash suddenly condemn Aecha's hobby of updating a romantic status with her friend...

Actually, the reason why I wrote this post is because I want to know what's the point of condemn somebody's favourite activity in their leisure time? Well, for this post, I beg of all of you who reading this post to share some of your opinion... Please do comment.

Still...

This is about a boy. He's my friend. It felt like it was yesterday that he said he loved me and always be with me.But now...*sigh*... Two weeks ago, he didn't even reply my messages...strange... I thought, maybe he was busy with his study because the exam was close by. Guess I was wrong... A friend of mine said that he found a new girl... She said the person is beautiful than me... Well,..maybe I don't have a prettier face than her, but, can she love you more than I do? If it does and you're happy with her, I'll be glad... If you don't, well, it was your mistake pick her against me... It doesn't matter now...we're on our own... This story of mine suits with Taylor Swift's song tittled "Teardrops On My Guitar", only I have to change that boy's name....

                      "Khai looks at me
                       I fake a smile so he won't see
                      What I want and I need
                      And everything that we should be

                     I'll bet she's beautiful
                     That girl he talks about
                     And she's got everything
                     That I have to live without

                     Khai talks to me
                     I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
                     I can't even see
                     Anyone when he's with me

                     He says he's so in love
                     He's finally got it right
                     I wonder if he knows
                     He's all I think about at night

                     (chorus) He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
                    The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
                     He's the song in the car I keep singing
                     Don't know why I do

                    Khai walks by me
                    Can he tell that I can't breathe?
                    And there he goes, so perfectly
                    The kind of flawless I wish I could be
  
                    She better hold him tight
                    Give him all her love
                    Look in those beautiful eyes
                    And know she's lucky 'cause

                    (chorus)

                   So I drive home alone
                   As I turn out the light
                   I'll put his picture down
                   And maybe get some sleep tonight

                    (chorus)

                   He's the time taken up but there's never enough
                   And he's all that I need to fall into
                   Khai looks at me
                   I fake a smile so he won't see"

I LOVE YOU STILL!!! ="<

Hi, my name is Kechik! :D

Yesterday, I bought a pet kitten. It's white, small, and it likes to jump. (Don't know why -_-)
It is female. Its name is Kechik :D funny, right? But it doesn't matter. It's so adorable. Its a Parsi cat.

Its fur is very pretty. I could use it as a sweat wiper...hee..hee... Nah. It is absolutely cannot be.

Isn't she's a cutie? :3

It likes to be pampered...what a spoiled little kitty -_-" Never mind...its picture below...feel free to look at it :D

it's not very good goodbye i think

why? what's wrong with me? why do not you treat me like before? why do not respond directly messaging me? kenape? why you are arrogant to me? made difficult because I just bought topup RM30 and wait for you to chat with you! ... but ... oh well ... I understand ...your future is more important than the feeling of your friend right? or you hate me already ... well, I pray that you to be happy ^_^ ....

You are alway in my memory,dear friends :')

my memory, is you and me. sitting up on that roof, laughing with glee. my memory, is you and me. is pretending we could be anything. my memory is you and me, imagining what would be. together. forever, but no more. my memories are faint, of you and me. but I still remember what t could be. what fun we had, on that roof. laughing with glee. my sweet, sweet melody. my friends. my memory. :')

Farewell... :'(

i love him, but we are not to be...i've known him since i was a baby, ive seen him grow up, i admired him with a childs point of view, then i saw him with new eyes, i feel in love, we laughed, cried and then he was gone and i have a constant whole in my chest. farewell, my beloved.....

Heart Broken

....when someone's heart breaks, no one knows that pain....but still we like to be in that pain..we like to cry.....when we realize that our love is never gonna come back we become one step ahead of all other people..we feel like why we still alive, why I am breathing, why my heart is still beating?? we even don't realize presence of others...we feel so empty from inside and feel like no one can fill that empty space...

Love

i believe in love. it hurts, so, so badly most of the time, but when you are in love its the best place in the world to be. its worth it in the end. i know that there is no princess, or prince charming, but there will be someone out there who isn't perfect, but seems perfect for you. and you will be perfect for them. and if you live long enough, you'll grow old and wrinkly with them!

Tension!!!

You know what, I just walked with me friend and suddenly, a teacher called us, besides him, there's a boy same class with me... Then, he said to the boy, "This girl is just like you. Look at her". I was totally confuse... "What da heck is the teacher is talking about?", I said to myself. He told me to put my hand down, so, I took out my lolipop from my mouth, and put my hand down. Then he said,"Put back the lolipop in your mouth!". Quickly, I do as he said. Then he told the boy to look at me... And I was like,"OMG! This is so humiliating! Now I know the reason he called me why!". ....You want to know what the teacher told me to? He told me to THROW THE LOLIPOP INTO THE DUSTBIN!!! That time, I was like, "What the!!!". With despiteful, I throw it away.... That was a loss!! I can't believe it!! The teacher excuses me that I'm SHOWING OFF MY LOLIPOP!? Nah, that was truly not true! I'm just can't stand to eat it... I AM SO IN TENSION!!!

I Miss You! :'(

Hi you all~ :D
Hmmm...actually, I'm writing this coz i'm lonely...
I really miss all of my friends at Shah Alam... Azreen, Ain, Anisa, Adilah, Farah, Fatin, kak Alya, Hazirah, Anis, Faseha, Zafirah, Shafirah, Sharifah, Hajar, Hani, Iskandar, Firdaus, Ammar, Haziq, Arif (M), Arif (R), Irfan, Mior, Basyaar, Syafiq, Aiman... They're the best friends I've ever had... :')
We always making noises in class, hehe, that's what makes our class (2 Umar) is special :D
Here, every recess, I'll always miss the time that I'm in SMKS 18... I really can't be apart from them... Now, my heart is broken into pieces... Although I have friends here in STS, but I'm so lonely....

.......what....

hei...da lme tak update...actually,bnyk bnde nak ckp cume...ntah la...mls taip....huahuahua... :PPP

hmmm...aq kt johor biasa2 je...happy la jugak...sedih pun ade...aq rindu gile2 kt kwn2 aq yg kt SMKS 18... sejak aq pergi,bnyk bnde yg dah berlaku,tp,aq tak boleh bgtahu....it's our class's secret -_^

hmm....STS? yup...it's my new school...it was EXTRA LARGE than SMKS 18...they has chinesse n indians student selain malay student... Aq sesi ptg kt STS,so agak akward la aq sbb aq ni dlu sesi pagi....hehe,the best thing about sesi ptg is :  I CAN SLEEP IN THE MORNING! WOOHOOO, NO CLASSES! the stink thing is : I'LL BE TIRED AT SCHOOL... =.=" 
hehehe,syok tido pg.... :PPP , tp aq malas nak bgun pegi skola...liat beno...
k, itu je....bye

hmmm....ermmm....humm...lalalala....errr...are u still ready this fu*king boring thing? ....go away....
haha,kidding~ :D
sorry sbb mncarut sket...ngeh2...btul...aq da takde idea nak ckp ape....sori....
okey,aq bg korang kiss, MUUUUUUUUUUAHHHH!!!!!! hehe :*

Jeles siooottt!!!!!!!

peerrrggghhhh!!!!! smart la bebudak SMKS 18 (skola lama aq)!!!!! diorang kul 8 pagi, 16/9/2011 akan wt persembahan padang kt Dataran Merdeka... Patut nye aq pun join skali!!!! Errrmmm....ape la nasib...kne pindah sbb tu la aq tak masuk acara padang tuhh...huk3...SEDIH GILE sioottt!!!!! penat aq training selama 3 MINGGU!!!! TIME PUASA lak tu!!!!  HUH!!!!!! >_< da la time persembahan kt Dataran Merdeka tu diorang MASUK TV!!!!! SIARAN LANGSUNG!!! so, to my beloved friends in SMKS 18, jgn korek idung taw....nnti malu...huhu...nnti kamera berebut-rebut nak tayang kn muke korang kt kaca Tv...huhu

heh...ni la video training kwn2 SMKS 18 aq...arrrggghhhh!!!! tenseeennnn!!!!.....sbb tak dpt ikot diorang.... btw,enjoy

Titipan untuk semua

Aq sedih gile... Aq dgn Salam gado smlm... And aq rse, kitorang mgkin tak berkawan lg kot... Errmmm...ini kali ke-3 aq nangis sbb dia (rse nye la kot)... Yg pertama mmg patah hati gile... Dlu, time bln March,dia kata dia single... Aq gile2 percaya kata2 dia... So,aq pun kapel dgn dia... Pastu,aq wt la relationship status ngan dia... Tak sampai beberapa jam, dia sms aq,"Tolong ubahkan relationship kite jd single"... Aq pelik... So aq tnye la... Air mata aq mencurah2 membasahi pipi (sambil wat blog,ape salahnye mgguna kn BM yg tinggi~ hehe) apebile dia sms aq berbunyi bgini,"Sye dah ad awek seblum awk"... Hmmm...mmg heart broken gile... Ape nak wt... Dah nasib... Yg kali kedua, dia asyik citer psl awek dia yg CNTIK GILE tu... Lg la tmbah sakit hati... Yg ketiga,psl smlm...yg kitorang gado tu... Errmmm...

*p/s : langit tak slalu nye cerah... bg yg kt lua tu,amik la iktibar dr kisah aq...tak yah la sebok2 nak kapel sbb blum tntu lagi korang akn kawin ngn couple korang....k,bai

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Semangatku

semangat hari raya ku hilang bersama pemergiannya...tetapi, ada seseorang yang berjaya mengembalikan semangat hari raya ku,walaupun ia tak dapat menandingi semangat yang dulu,aku amat berterima kasih kepadanya... XOXO

Wndu giler!!!!!

~ aq wndu giler kt fesbuk!!!!! da lme aq ta on9 lme2...huuu...sedih je... T_T

secret admire?! O.o

~ ad sorg senior ni... dia form 5... SPM tahun ni...

dia add aq kt fb... dia kata, "sye ni secret admire awk. sye ske awk"... kaku gila aq waktu tu...

ye la..mne pernah ad upper form (fom 4-6 atas) luahkn perasan dia kt aq... aq tnye npe dia ske aq. dia kata, sbb aq ad jnis2 yg dia ske.. iaitu, 1. tudung labuh, 2. comel, 3. muda... aq ckp ah, "eh! bukan sye sorg je yg bertdong labuh,..org lain tu mcm mne?" dia kata, "yg lain tu sye rse xde pape..".. tu untuk yg prtme.. yg kedua, aq ckp, "comel??? huu...tima qaseh :3" dia kata, "a'ah..awk comel smpai bile sye nmpk awk, sye tersangkot" haha..lawak pulak aq rse...yela,tersngkot?? haha X) ...okey,okey..yg ketiga, err...yg ketiga tu aq x komen ape2...hu...

ad stu mse tu, dia IM aq, "sye tau awk bkn mcm pompuan lain..awk baik.. dr cara awk duduk sye da tau".. ha! tu yg aq tertnye!! dia usha aq ke???? huu...takot gile.. pervert...haha X) 

aq tnye dia, "sejak bila awk usha sye?" dia kata, "sejak perjumpaan rumah sukan merah..yg time pemilihn AJK tu..."... aq pelik,..mcm mne dia bole nmpk aq??? aq cbe sedaya upaya ntuk menyorok..tp ad gak yg nmpk...haiih... =.=" ...dia kata, time dia bg ucapan tu dia ternmpk aq...

hu...

wey..korg...mcm mne ni?? isnin ni dia nk aq comfom kn hubungan kitorg sebagai ape.... tp masalahnye aq tatau!!! X(

tolong lah...mcm mne ni??? klu aq menolak, nnti dia kecewa...ala...susahnye... please?? anyone?? tolonglah aq....huk,huk ='(

sakit ati X(

~ ade sorg bdak ni, nme nye _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ bin _ _ _ _ _...

aq sakit hati gile ngn bdak ni... NPE AQ SAKIT ATI?!

sbb dia block fb aq...

bangang gile...

he's like a 'beach'..bkn beach pantai..tp, ...arrghh!!

paham2 je la.... =.="

aq malas nk ckp....hu... :3 

goodbye ='(

~i love you more than she love you...

i love you the way you are...

if you choose to be with me, i'll never ask for you to change...

but...you've choosed to be her...heart broken, yes i did...

i'm going...going very far far away from you...

i've always love you, my darling...

goodbye...

but darling, i wanted you to know that i'll always pray that you'll be happy with her without me...

Aku Sedih :'(

~Aq x tau npe... Aq rse sedih sgt... Hmm...agaknye, kt mne org cri KEBAHAGIAAN ek?

Jeles aq ngn diorang... Haih... Aq rse cm aq ni x wujud je kt dlm keluarga...

~ Jangan tanya kenapa aku minat Taylor Swift... Well, macam orang lain, minat sebab dia cantik... Sebab... ntah la....aku rasa lagu dia lebih kurang macam story of my life...

Kasian betul kawan aku ni... :'(

~ Aku x sngke plak tak sangka pula yang die dia dah break up dengan awek girlfriend dia...

   Aku baru dari sepupu aku semalam... Kesian dia... Actually, aku x brpe tak berapa kenal dia...

   Aku hanya tau yang dia tu kawan sepupu aku(Hariz Haziq) and nama dia je, Muhammad Amin...

   Malam tadi, sepupu aku, Hariz,mainkan lagu The Only Exception oleh Paramore, pastu, dia cakap,

   "Amin kalau dengar lagu ni, mesti dia nangis.."... Sepupu aku kata lagu tu pasal orang yang nak break up

   tapi tak jadi.... Well, Amin nangis sebab awek girlfriend dia yang minta clash... Yela, cuba korang yang kena,

   sedih, bukan? His girlfriend's reason is just because she could stand ejekan sepupu aku(Hariz), and 

   the gang.... Oh!! She is so MESSED UP!!! I hate people who make my friend feel heartbroken!!!

Ni muka dia tengah frust.... Haha...lucu =P

Lamanya... -_-''

~ Dah dekat 2 bulan  err maksud aku, 3 bulan lebih dia x on phone dia...

  Aku risaulah...  Aku takut kalau ade something ada sesuatu berlaku kat dia..

  Resahnya...... -_-

One day to go~

~ Tomorrow's my birthday!!!

   I can't help it! I'm overjoyed!

Ebby,kucingku~ :D

   I really,really,really hope that tomorrow will be a very fun day to me ^_^

Kenapa?

~mengapa begitu mudah bagiku untuk menyukai,menyayangi,mencintai mu?
dan,mengapa begitu sukar bagimu untuk menyukai,mnyayangi,mencintai ku?

Jantungku...

 ~Kat sekolah,jantung aku rse cm nk gugur je bila teringat dkt Red...

haih....time tu jgak la aku rse x bole bernafas....

Agaknye,..ini la perasaan org yg bru couple...

Indahnye....

Agaknye,bila la aku dpt jmpe Red...?

Nape jantung aku berdetak bunyinye mcm kuaaaattt sgt tetapi detakannya lemah

bila dia pnggil aku,"Sayang"...?

Alamak!

Ttbe jantung aku lemah!!!

Oh no!!!

Mcm mne ni???

Oh!! I can't breathe....

Why???

~"Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart,now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Seksa...

~Hati penuh dengan luka,...
kepala pula,asyik tanggung derita....
Kenapa kisah aku yang baru mula dengan kegembiraan,
mesti berakhir dengan kesedihan....?
Mulai 19 Mac 2011,
aku tak akan percaya akan "happy ending".....
Kalau aku jumpa je tulisan "happily ever after",...
aku toreh tulisan tu...
Aku benci!!!!!
Happily ever after TAK WUJUD!!!!!

Tak boleh ke!!

Kenapa kisah gembira aku mesti berakhir dengan kesedihan???

Kenapa seseorang tu mesti sakitkan hati aku???
Aku dah bosan jadi budak baik...
Setiap apa yang aku hasilkan dengan baik,...mesti tak diendah...
Tapi,..kalau aku nakal sikit,mesti nak ceramah panjang-panjang kat aku...
Asyik-asyik nak cari kesalahan aku...kebaikan aku semua kau campak!!!
Kau ingat,aku tak ada perasaan ke?!
Aku pun manusia juga!!!
Tak boleh nak tengok orang senang langsung....
Menyampah aku!!!!

Girls Are Like Apples...

Girls
are like
apples on trees.
The best ones are
at the top of the tree The
...boys don't want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in
reality, they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to
climb all
the way
to the top
of the tree.

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